But...

All of that belly-aching aside, things are looking up, I think. Basically I have the choice between staying somewhere I've been for the vast majority of my adult life or getting something else, somewhere else (a task that has not been going well so far).

For someone who values loyalty and commitment, this is a tough one. Scary, too. That said, there have been minor changes in the organization with which I'm pleased. My bottom line is trying to take responsibility for my own happiness and satisfaction. That can't be a bad thing...

B.